I want to sleep and rest once and for all
Working on my paper is hard on both of us.
Dualshock 4 rebelde e imperial
Rebel and Imperial Dualshock 4
This is simultaneously cool-looking and absolutely terrifying.
i was like, ohhhh what adorable little - AHHHHHH NO
One thing that always disappoints me is the fact that person hides as if nothing had happened, she believes is innocent here…
when makes it one of the most terrible things all
I can not believe that person has changed so much
and follow lying primarily….
she told me “this is what you want?
if you do that you will be a stranger to me…”
that’s what you’re telling me?
so easy to forget that after a person changing to another?
but she is doing these things, not me…
she makes it all ends in the worst way and full of rage and anger
I just can not believe that…
I can not recognize a person who stood by me 1 year
it acts in the best way to end
that fact hurts…
that deliver something that is not deserved…
I do not want to be with a person playing with my heart
and really does not care what happens to me
if true, would have considered me, you’d talked me what happens …
but you keep quiet and keep denying it
because in the end I said was true….
you played with me and making me believe that I was wrong…
when you have a new relationship until you do public and when we finished in less than 1 month …
with that face? she say this “I do it because I’m good person…”
why you keep giving so many incoherence?
I no longer will fall more in your games
I do not hate you
but you will hate me
without the right reasons…
understand and realize all the stupid things you have done…
you disappoint me…
I never see you again in your life
because that’s what you want
if not you would not have done all the stupid things you had done…
no you’d be defending the person who hates me….
you would not be with he…
but decided to stay with he
decided to defend him
I’m not stupid …
how you wish to continue to see you in my life?
when you’ve done all these things…
all these things…
you said me
"Show a little common sense?"
that’s your excuse of things?
I promise with you
I was loyal…
all that I promised was true
but everything you promised me
were empty words….
how I can know that?
it’s pretty simple
for everything you’ve done you’re telling me that
because if there was something true…
you had done anything to fix all this
you said I always thought of you
but that was a brutal lie
to think of you first before anyone
I thought of you … but you do not care about me
hopefully one day you realize those things
hopefully one day you realize that always had a good attitude
when you treat me so bad
your attitude ruined everything
your anger is turned off hopefully someday
you always will choose the easy way
instead of the right way of things!
The fight for the things!!!
instead of change them
I always keep faithful to the person who wants to be with me
but if you play with me and my heart
I’m sorry but
I’m out of your life
I deserve better than to be used and thrown away
I am someone who always had a good attitude to all …
always do the right thing and the good
eventhough it hurts a lot
if you know how to care for people like me
I’m wasting my time
someone who does not deserve anymore
hopefully one day you realize you lost…
a good person in your life
hopefully one day be someone who respects me and treats me as I deserve myself….
*Always try to fix the problems, I was always romantic, always gave everything I could*
*but you give up so easily*
*2 months ago, she started not talking to me much, my heart told me that something was very wrong, I started to worry me more and more, to the point that I had nosebleeds, by stress of preocupason for her, the only thing wanted was to know was happening, but she did not respond me*
she: we must finish
me: why? what happen? You have not told me anything, what’s wrong? You have not told me these two months…
she:I want to be alone … to think about my life, my projects, my studies
me: that’s really what you want? that’s the reason? to finish?
*one day later* (this happens in a posting on facebook)
(He is a guy who does not like me and always a concern gender)
(she always spoke of that person, and that person hates me)
guy: you are the sandwich of my heart
she:and you’re the fire that fuels my heart <3!
*that made me think she was dating that person and publish it while I was unfaithful in my relationship*
she: guy is my best friend and you do not realize
me:nobody writes romantic things to another person especially when you end a relationship unless the day after, you wanted to think?
she:Now all your friends think I’m unfaithful
*hooo … maybe I’m wrong maybe I did a lot of damage to her…damage that Not gonna ever fix*
*spend a month of events tormenting almost died for it* (No Joke)
*spill nosebleed, vomits every day, do not sleep (and still can not get to sleep) all that has happened since I did not speak and every time I worried more and was afraid to die *
*I had given her a very expensive thing to give my apologies for the error*
*and I said goodbye*
*after the month*
*she started a new relationship* she and the guy…
*It was in my life for 1 full year as a couple as a friend for over 6 years*
*and change me for someone she met in less than 1 year you transform your best friend and now he’s your boyfriend, the person who destroyed our relationship that made you the ideas I was bad here?, defended someone you do not know do not even over 1 year, rather than who has been my most difficult times in your life, I could make you change and be happy…*
you broke my heart…, you almost kill me… for thinking really THINKING… that I made such a big hurt on you
she left me on the ground very down…
the human mind is very powerful to the point that will kill you…
that happen to me…
I am dead now…( thankfully not literally )
she kill me…
Let me tell you something you already know. The world is not only Sun and Rainbow.
It is a bad and dirty place,
I do not care how strong you are, you stop knees and leave you there if you let it.
Neither you nor I nor nobody is gonna hit as hard as life.
But this is not about how hard you hit
This is how hard you hit, and keep moving forward
How much can you take and keep moving forward.
That’s how you win!
Pain is temporary.
It may last a minute, an hour or a day, or even a year,
But eventually calm down
And something else to take his place.
But if I surrender, last forever.
*This is not what I said I would do. This is what we speak, this is not the goal. This is not what I dream, this does not look like it should be*